One Last Kiss

If I could only show you my heart,

And confide in you my fears,

Would you turn me away?

If I could recite to you my thoughts,

And replay my past,

Would you ever want to stay?

I walk alone into this darkness,

And ever so silently fall my tears,

Yet never do I falter,

Never do I fade away...

I suffer gladly this pain I've wrought,

And live life as an outsider, an outcast,

Sweet misery, this game I play.

Bittersweet agony,

To listen to your siren song, yet never to speak,

Going along in mystery,

As the heavens so stained red

Start to weep.

I hope, I pray, this foolish game I play,

I wish I'm prey to this hellish flame,

And the bitterest of ignorance, once so bliss,

Is something I weep for

As I search for just the one,

The first and the last kiss.