If I could only show you my heart,
And confide in you my fears,
Would you turn me away?
If I could recite to you my thoughts,
And replay my past,
Would you ever want to stay?
I walk alone into this darkness,
And ever so silently fall my tears,
Yet never do I falter,
Never do I fade away...
I suffer gladly this pain I've wrought,
And live life as an outsider, an outcast,
Sweet misery, this game I play.
Bittersweet agony,
To listen to your siren song, yet never to speak,
Going along in mystery,
As the heavens so stained red
Start to weep.
I hope, I pray, this foolish game I play,
I wish I'm prey to this hellish flame,
And the bitterest of ignorance, once so bliss,
Is something I weep for
As I search for just the one,
The first and the last kiss.