It gets easier....

It's a lot easier, y'all, once she tells you that you've changed and she doesn't like it. Especially when you've made an attempt to have fun and lead a better personal life. So if you're upset over that one person, live your best life. Get to know yourself again. And if they somehow notice and say something, you'll realize where you stand with them. And when they start questioning your choices when they're the one that left you, remember what it's like being you again... Even though you still miss her, remember if it's happened once, what's to stop it from happening again? Tread carefully, even when your heart is confused.